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4stray
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Doll #2

I'm going to rant. I warn you, I'm drunk.

(drunken rant tl;dr)

I thought I had nailed my last drawing as far as a picture that represents something that would not age for years, a doll that would not grow and stay the same for a very long time, an immortal lover that would outlast me, but then I started another project.

I take the concept of "ultimate personal love doll" very seriously, and while I believe this doll approaches what would be best for my pedophilic and sickening nasty tastes,* I believe it might be difficult for the mature among us to stomach.

I can't tell you how much I adore the internet, discarded by the military as it was in it's infancy, to have survived only on love of pornography so that I could develop what is mine and only mine with this entire 4toys Rubber Arts project.

Sigmund Freud was not right about everything, specifically infant amnesia, but he WAS right that all of our actions are to the ends of breeding. Heed these words mostly among all of my posts.

My art is not the sum of all things. It is not the "secret password" into heaven. My words are. I am not perfect, some of what I have said are LIES (I suffered no heart attack. I never see doctors. I will divulge my true name to ALL demons who Private Message me. I am a healthy fighting man in my prime that WILL die for his art. The one true thing I have said is that I am a VIRGIN. Dare you sacrifice me, I WILL resist. I respect your power yet...).

I worship the words of Aieister Crowley and I am a satanist. Satan is our true selves, we are all Baphomet the God of Fertility, lest we FAIL to exist.

*Pediophilia is the love of dolls, pedophilia is the love of the sexually undeveloped/unripened. It seems my vocabulary once again exceeds that of the spelling checker here at LAH. Laughing My brain is a swollen mass of love and pomposity. I love the lifelessness of necrophilia, but the moral cleanliness, smells, decay and germs of necrophilia are not attractive to me. I only have a slight desire for lifelessness, not a desire for it strong enough to kill for. Killing, whether for war, sex, or population control, are all ideas that are disgusting to me. A lifeless expression is best in my personal idea of what a sex-toy should be because it should be locked in a state of non-resistance, a state of lifeless compliance. I fantasize about corpses, but life is what I desire. Impregnation and babies are what I celebrate and beg the world for with all of my soul. My motto is; More people, more farmers, more scientists, more HUMAN AWESOMENESS. My motto IS S grade. Sex IS for BABIES. Go and make them with your adult lover. Breed where I have failed to.

Here's a picture I drew that I didn't get hard to. I remained focused. I LOVE this art, I LOVE the sin I have committed. I am so soft and cowardly, yet I cannot retain my feelings, here is my naked and bold feelings. Please send me a woman so that this DNA may yet live. I ask of you, Japan, who I have chosen, you must be the best of the best enduring DNA of all.

Djinn Sultan, let me give you a lesson in appropriately used CAPS. I adore your words, and thank you, but... ALL CAPS?

My American DNA is riddled with 1000+ nuclear tests in MY OWN BACK YARD, yet among those of Japan, only TWO nukes and only ONE nuclear disaster has polluted you, which is no pollution at all compared to the pompous, self-absorbed United States of America country. I MUST breed with Japanese DNA. I MUST. It is not clean, but it is not dirty. It is TESTED TRUE. It endures, it is the BEST, and I DESERVE IT. I've endured a CRACK HEAD family, a BRAIN WASHING government, and POVERTY. I've EARNED IT. Our entire human race MUST have the engineered BEST. I AM racist; ALL humans. ALL of them. The uranium we dumped on the Arabs, DISGUSTING. DESTROY THE BUSH FAMILY for DISRESPECTING ARABS by dumping nuclear munitions upon them, a STRONG RACE, DEFILED by an ignorant AMERICAN administration. I PRAY to breed with an Arab for how strong they are. CURSES upon the RUSSIANS for BREAKING their own back yard as America has. PLEASE let me have one Nippon Woman from Shizouka. I ask so little, I ask so much! "Dichotomy!" Feel my words.

EDIT (Sober): Today's fashionable racism is Americans hating Arabians. What did little Gen have to do with World War II, yet he watched his family burn alive? What does the little Arab boy have to do with 9/11 (which I believe had more to do with evil elements in the USA government) yet he gets to watch his house get blown away by racist American soldiers with a "kill 'em all" attitude in revenge for 9/11? When will we wake up to these "evil patterns" that encourage discrimination so that they no longer effect us as if they were spells? When will we see us as we and not as us and them? The New World Order IS the Old World Order, marketing death, profiteering war, deploying slaves, and their main weapon is hate. Even as a Satanist I despise the ideas they nurture. Believe me when I say that I love children, beyond what my sick pictures depict, and it pains me greatly to see an innocent of any age, especially children, get their home destroyed by the careless war machine.

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hehe, a rant by you while drunk is the best. while I don't agree with you about a lot of stuff it's still a fantastic rant. One thing I object to is the use of the term Satanism. ANy time somebody uses the term it smells to me of bravado posturing: Crowley was a prime example of the biggest bullshiters of all time whose best feature was to be able to make noise about himself. He was almost forgotten by the 1960s untill the Beatless included his image on the cover of "Sargent Pepper".
Besides, if God was the original Creator and supreme Deity as the Christians and the Babble assure us, why would anybody want to follow Satan who will obviously lose at the end when Jesus comes back and whips his behind? Wicca is the proper term to use here, my friend.
Satanism is just the word Christians use to put down pre-Christian religions. Don't fall into that trap yourself. It's Wicca, NOT Satanism. It's the original religion of humanity back when Humanity were matriarhal society and worshiped a Female Diety. Even the Jews worshipped Asherah before they moved into the modern Palestine and accepted the cult of Yod-He-Va-He. Don't let them tell you lies. Do a Google, the Hebrews worshiped many diff deities before Yod-He-Va-He.

Why do you think the Swastica is hated SO MUCH Because it's an extrmly powerful pre-Christian simbol and NOT because the Nazies used it. You can still see swasticas all over Asia on Buddist temples.

About the Arabs, well, again, the while thing is not as it is precented in the Corporate Owned Media (COM). The ONLY real thing the West wants is the oil. Fight against Islam is just a useful smoke screen. Iran used to be big pals of USA, but the minute they kicked their King out and nationlized their oil, they became the enemy. I have yet to see a single shred of evidence of that alleged "Iranian nuklear program" everyone in the West is screaming about. DO you know who promoted and protected Islam and the King family for 70 years in Saudi Arabia? Thats right, USA itself! Iraq/Saddam was USA's pal as long as he was fighting with Iran.

As for USA, well, all one needs to study USA's history and everything becomes rather clear(no wonder the Right wing republicans always rave against the "Liberal Universities" and "the Liberal propehsors" and their "Liberal agenda""
The whole official history of USA is one big gigantic lie from beginign to end. USA has ALWAYS needed an emeny of soime kind. AT first ot was the redskins", then it was the Meixcans, then Nazis, then the Soviet Union and now it's the Muslems. USA is an imperialistic empire, and as Eisenhoward said it's Military-Enterteinment-Industrial complex is ruling the country. USA is not a "democracy". it's a constitutional Republic. It doesn't practice Capitalims but Corporitism.

As for Satanism, I strongly recommend Robert Anthon Wilson and his Illuminaty books. All his books anyway. He write quite a lot about Crowley, Carlos Castaneda and on all topics of science and magic and religiion.
As for me personally, I am not a "believer" and I do not "worship nothing exept science. I believe that 2+2 is 4 because I'm not smart enough to follow the 200+ pages that prove 2+2=4. I have read them all when I was loli and they all sounded like childrens stories. Me, I prefer Carlos Castaneda's explanations.


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hoyeru:
*snip*

I am not into devil worship so much as I am into pissing off Christians, therefore I prefer being designated "Satanist" than Wiccan. I like the metaphorical spikes and chains that Christians have applied to the old gods in their attempt to vilify them, and calling myself "Satanist" is my way of wearing those cool spikes and chains.

I mean, does it HAVE to be deep? Besides, I was drunk, and most of the time I like to think of myself as a science guy without religion who enjoys studying religion from the standpoint of anthropology rather than a desire to find some deity of some kind for myself. I mean, I greatly enjoyed Crowley who introduced me to many concepts, but at the end of the day I think I would like to be seen as religiously optimist. I am intolerable because I care too much.

Can I define myself when every day changes me? I'll try to...

Come to think of it, perhaps I should consider seeing Rainbow Brite or the Care Bears as my own personal Deities, and not in mockery of other religions, but because of what deep feelings those entities represent to me. I am a product of a materialistic and brightly-colored plastic age, after all. When I think "Mecca," I think of Disney Land or Tokyo. When I think "Church," I think of the Toy Store. When I think religion, I think of my cartoons and cartoons/anime in general. When I think "congregation," I see us all giving a care with each other, hand in hand. You see, if I worship cartoons instead of the Christian God, I think it's just as well. I wasn't raised Christian, I was raised wrapped in plastic, singing songs, and escaping reality through MLP, and it sort of sickens me that saying so sickens Christians. I was taught to love and to care, not to fear hell and condemn diversity.


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well a LOT of weirdos seem to worship My Little Ponies by actively fapping to them so you are not far off. All Rule 34 people seem to be doing the same thing, fapping to Disney characters, anime characters, etc. You know how in the original religions the Mother Deity was worshiped? We do something very similar in today's "Modern" society when we are looking at some movie star and fapping to them.

Fri Feb 28, 2014 1:02 am Profile PM
4stray
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JohnSmyth:
well a LOT of weirdos seem to worship My Little Ponies by actively fapping to them so you are not far off. All Rule 34 people seem to be doing the same thing, fapping to Disney characters, anime characters, etc. You know how in the original religions the Mother Deity was worshiped? We do something very similar in today's "Modern" society when we are looking at some movie star and fapping to them.

"Worship" does NOT mean "masturbate to" (EDIT:at least, as far as I used it at that time). I suppose talking outside the realm of sex isn't in context here, so I understand why I might have been misunderstood. At the same time, cartoons can be eerily cute, so cute that sometimes I want to be one. I've seen boys get in fights over who get's to have the "Disney Princess" even though she's "in the TV." The sexual subliminal messages in Little Mermaid alone (she collects oral objects, pipes, forks, ect., she wants legs because every boy watching TLM wants Ariel to have legs...) is cause for tension.

As I said, jacking off is not what I meant when I said I worshiped cartoons. Granted, I find certain cartoons are purely for fapping, and they happen to be some of my favorite cartoons, but I don't usually find mainstream characters very attractive. More about that in the spoiler.

Well, let's observe one of my favorite godlike beings in 80's cartoons and you tell me why I might feel the way I do;

No light can shine without passing through Rainbow Land. The Color Belt chose a brave girl named Wisp to defeat the King of Shadows, and freed Rainbow Land from his grasp. Wisp then became Rainbow Brite.

Also, if Rainbow Brite is the protector of all of light, even Superman owes his powers, granted by light, to her. Coincidentally, DC even released some comics featuring her, putting her, arguably, in the same universe.

Rainbow Brite can travel to the farthest galaxies within a few days at most, often within only a couple hours, unfathomable light years apart. Even Superman stays away for months when visiting his home solar system. She defeats wizards that threaten the entire universe through her bravery, will, and magical belt.

Rainbow Brite is among comic book gods, it's no wonder I adore her. I don't masturbate to any of the cartoons I've mentioned, I just think that they reinforced my sense of hope, happiness, and caring. My admiration is extremely strong if it isn't technically worship. Besides, Rainbow Brite is cute, but her costume is awful and she isn't sexy. I won't explore her in my art.

Another interesting thing about Rainbow Brite is that it was produced in Japan by DIC,* meaning it could be seen as anime.

*I forget more details. France was also involved somehow.

At the end, NONE of that matters. I don't worship Rainbow Brite, or even have a favorite Care Bear. My interest in cartoons is purely because I love the thousands of frames that tell a story, I am into cartoons because I love art, I love writing and drawing. Love at first sight. I love cartoons that teach hope and bravery to children, I love cartoons that didn't forget me after I grew up. I don't worship ANY series or characters, there are many series I think are awful. I don't care for TMNT even though I may have as a kid.

When I'm beating off I never think of the subjects I see as members of an existing series, they exist in a world of pornography where only my cock is god. My characters don't have names aside from "Doll Number Three" or "Slut A, B, and C." Chibi Moon is a costume style rather than a person or character to me, it isn't really her unless she's in her native series from the way I see it. I guess it's easier to beat off to Chibi Moon since there is so much material of her. I see porn and the last thing on my mind is a series theme-song. I hope I've said enough.

hoyeru:
Why do you think the Swastica is hated SO MUCH Because it's an extrmly powerful pre-Christian simbol and NOT because the Nazies used it. You can still see swasticas all over Asia on Buddist temples.

NOT the same swastica. The Nazi Swastika swirls counter-clockwise (Black Knights of Time) and is a diamond shape. The Buddhist Swastica swirls clockwise (Eternal Flow, possibly linked to The White Brotherhood) and rests flat in a square. The seperation will be explored in a future piece of art, a sort of "Buddhists vs Nazis" piece.

EDIT: I love talking about the hidden intrigue of the world, like how warm the Bush administration was with the Ladin family, the art and life of Paul Laffoley, and the Rothschilds family conducting wars, but I would rather use this thread to focus on my inner sick puppy and leave the "time travellers" Rolling Eyes and "super soldiers" Laughing out of it. Let's wait until I get drunk again at least. Wink


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4stray
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Time has been short lately.


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I really liked the last grey image you posted with multiple views, it will make a nice reference sheet. Would you bo oppsed to some fanart? Between that and todays sexy fluids pic I am tempted to try my hand at it. Might not be right away, I really have to make some progress on commissions, but I am thinking it might be fun to try.

appearently I also missed the last 4 pages of awesomeness in feb. You are rocking with some pretty cool interactive scenes!

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The separation will be explored in a future piece of art, a sort of "Buddhists vs Nazis" piece.

Cool, I can't wait to see it, seems you are emulating Trevor once again by including Nazi imagery in your art to try to provoke people, hehe. Bet it will be ... interesting... Cool


Let's wait until I get drunk again at least. Wink
Go for it, your rants are joy to read, you are very educated and intelligent guy. o_O.

As for the cuteness thing, most primates' babies' faces are designed similar: to be cute so we can feel protection toward them( I dunno what you feel, heheheh). A lot of artists have noticed that fact and drew female faces accordingly. Im currently studying this American artist from the 1950s Stan Drake who drew a strip called "The Heart of Juliet Jones". The main protagonist teenage had a baby face also.


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I know this picture doesn't offer anything new, and I know the full frontal view of the rubber toys I design is a stale shot at this point, but I really enjoy doing this sort of "cave art" porn that gets to the point and shows me what I want to see without compromise.

Creative it is not, but I love doing these uncompromising "pure porn" views of a limp girl on her back with open legs. I believe that things like this are why people return to my thread.

I never get tired of visiting this angle and subject. I hope that the people who see this work have as much fun looking at these pictures as I have drawing them. I really wish I could make rubber corpses based on my drawings and sell those toys to every horny pedophile on the planet.

I would love to furnish a personal adult play room with my rubber toys. I could wallow in the stink of my own unwashed toys while thinking of new doll designs.

I also don't design these dolls to prevent crime. I don't want people to abuse kids and beg that they be good to children in wholesome ways, but I am not so naive that I believe that these dolls would change the world for the better. I design them with only ONE purpose, and that is to satisfy me. I've said before that these dolls might distract abusers, but let's be real for a moment. My dolls would only do one thing; lay on their backs with their legs open. They don't change things.

On a lighter note...


ubermonkey:
Would you bo oppsed to some fanart? Between that and todays sexy fluids pic I am tempted to try my hand at it.

I would be flattered! I like the work you do.


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If it isn't already obvious, I am a big fan of Takehito Harada's work and I like to draw demon girls wearing dog collars. I hope to include a character like Etna in a story of my own some day.

EDIT:I have decided to publish through SAI from now on since I am strongly considering doing a manga and selling it. Nearly all of my work since February has been done through SAI and I love it as a tool. I will use GIMP to set lettering, or else all lettering will be in my own written hand. I don't want to sell work published with any Adobe products because they will attempt to kuplap smash me for not buying their product.


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what does "kuplap" mean?
Hijō ni kawaī akuma, will her eyes be red and maybe her irises be cat like slits? Is the manga gonna be all digital or on paper too?


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That character will be in the manga, and I'd like to go for erotic comedy. I'll be making fun of pedophilia while entertaining pedophiles. I want it to be stuffed with comedic promiscuity.

Kuplap is like Kapow, but with a wetter smack to it.

I want to have fun with it because I'm tired of trying to think of a way to change the world with rorikon or wax philosophical with a magnum opus. I'm tired of scrapping projects and it's time to have fun making money.

Since I failed to set up a Skrill account and since I need a company name to set up a Payza account I am going to focus on gathering in a circle here at LAH until I come up with a good name for a company. Anybody who knows something about starting a business on dirty drawings of tsurupeta midgets is welcome to PM me because I need to become something besides a restaurant slave.

I need a means to move money without my customers knowing who I am until I can leave America. I really don't give a shit who knows my real name once I am safe and out of the USA. I'm going to try Bitcoin soon, any advice will be greatly appreciated.


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This couple is so beautyful!!!
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hoyeru
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Bitcoin is just as unpredictable and unstable as the stock market. Basically, it's a stock. Worse, it can be hacked and your money wiped. Don't even go there. Mad
I dunno about making money with dirty pictures but maybe you can start doing commissions. It's tough today making money with art cuz of the Internets. When manga and comic books get scanned and shared the day the come out (oh look, it's Wednesday, the day the new comics come out in USA, let's see what's out already, yep, everything!) nobody makes much money but the big guys when they run advertisements.


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I haven't posted here for a bit so I thought I'd say something.

So I quit drinking, quit coffee, and quit sugar. I quit those things because I was beginning to feel my old anger issues resurfacing.

I also greatly reduced my masturbation cycles and consumption of meat. I would like to transition into a vegetarian at some point because there is no nutrition in meat that cannot be found elsewhere in other foods.

I also believe that drawing raped babies is having a negative effect on me. I adore children, and would love to have the toy corpse of a rubber girl at some point, but to meet that goal and to improve my sanity I must focus on other things.

As always, I know that my inner moral conflict will swing the other way someday, so I'm not saying goodbye. My platonic love for children demands that I portray them in a seat of power and dignity in my art for a good long while. Just as my devil demands payment, so too does my guardian angel.

With that said, I won't be sharing art for a while. Don't wait for me, I have other things I must do before I return.


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